[...why couldn't it have been earwax? John knew better, he knew he'd heard right the first time but...god how he'd hoped he hadn't.]
[Because she's right. And he knows it.]
[He's known since Monobear took over that he was perhaps the only one who could fix all this. And, likewise, from very early on, he'd known that there was really only one way to do it. He'd just opted not to acknowledge it because John Egbert does. not. kill people.]
[And yet here he was. Actually considering murdering someone he'd come to consider a friend. He wasn't sure if that made it worse or better.]
[Probably worse.]
Ha...haha...god.
[He inhales deeply, pushing his hands up his face, under his glasses, and through his hair before slapping them down on his thighs as he uncurls his legs.]
Why does this whole thing just have to be so...stupidly fucked up?
[That's...not exactly a no. Not an outright yes, either but definitely not a no.]
no subject
[Because she's right. And he knows it.]
[He's known since Monobear took over that he was perhaps the only one who could fix all this. And, likewise, from very early on, he'd known that there was really only one way to do it. He'd just opted not to acknowledge it because John Egbert does. not. kill people.]
[And yet here he was. Actually considering murdering someone he'd come to consider a friend. He wasn't sure if that made it worse or better.]
[Probably worse.]
Ha...haha...god.
[He inhales deeply, pushing his hands up his face, under his glasses, and through his hair before slapping them down on his thighs as he uncurls his legs.]
Why does this whole thing just have to be so...stupidly fucked up?
[That's...not exactly a no. Not an outright yes, either but definitely not a no.]